SEEKING FOR CHANGES RATHER THAN RESOLUTIONS

.IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL.

my first entry for 2012

still trying to digest the 12 at the back.

the truth is its harder to digest my own age.

maybe for the 40's being 20's is not a bad thing at all.

but for us who are 19 yesterday and suddenly

turn into 20 today (unofficial) it is a major turning point.

now, i realize that more and more responsibilities 

are pilling up like the old newspapers exactly 

in front of my doorstep and how come

cina surat kaba lama suda lama tidak mari?

i tell you what,

consider the newspapers as your resolutions.

every year it kept on pilling up and up and up.

and you were nagging all the year long 

blaming the cina surat kaba for not showing up.

basically what you were saying is that,
the reason why all of these newspapers all pilling up
is because of the cina surat kaba.

here, you are hoping that someone will do something in order

to make your resolutions alive.

the truth is, in the real world, no one cares. 

you want happiness you work for it,

you want money, work for it,

you want lots of children and happy family, work for it.

every single thing in this world that we need,

we shall work for it.

so, back to the newspapers.

why don't all of us stop complaining and blaming 

that apek for not showing up.

why don't we take an effort to make sure that the

newspapers are gone before 2013 hits.

pick up the newspapers,

throw it into the the big dustbin in front of your house,

and done! no more ugly newspapers at the doorstep.

as easy as that.

most of us are too excited about finding the resolutions

every new year, but less people care about the changes.

its okay if you don't have a pocket full of resolutions,

what matter is seeking for changes. let it be from the smallest

thing ever which eventually leads to a bigger one.

be that changes rather that being the same old resolutions.

till then,

be that changes,

can that sentence be accepted?

is it a fragment?
well, after all the world is changing. 

.THROUGH SICKNESS AND HEALTH.