have you ever been so mentally exhausted to a point where no matter how hard you want to cry, you just can't? You want to hug your mom but you worry that she will get upset because her daughther is sad, you want to hug your sister so bad and tell her you are not ok at all but you are the eldest among all and you can't appear weak. You want to tell your close friends about how you feel but you are afraid that they will get bored listening to your unending emotional distress. Hence, at the end of the day you learnt that only God will accept you unconditionally. Once again you realised that you should have put your Creator at the top of the list but you don't. And you keep repeating the same mistake all over again.
Everyone has their ups and downs. Mine is today. You know when your emotion is all over the place. Sometimes you feel like no matter how hard you try to win something, you just won't get it. You wanted to give up but what if you are almost there? You wanted to keep trying but how much try would be enough? You want to let go everything to God but how about your effort? Everything is so wrong and confusing (age factor is one of the major contribution). What option do you and I have? God please.
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